Days Like This- Chinua Hawk
It’s day ten and I woke up feeling empty. I tried to find a better word but empty is the only one that comes to mind. It feels like I’ve lost something important. This may sound a little crazy but I’m assuming that this is still a part of the process. Honestly I’m pretending to be strong even though I’m not feeling that way at all today. So, I’m praying and reaching out to my support system who willingly give me their shoulders to lean on when I need them. I know this will pass. If you’re doing this with me and feeling the same way please know that you are not alone. Don’t try to go through it by yourself. I refuse to do anything that will take me backwards. I also understand that I am slowly unraveling a lifetime of bad habits that will not be easy. Thanks for letting me vent.